Since I speak english too and most sexual orientations I know are in english I would like to open a conversation on some worries that I have about sex. So sex is not only the erotic action between two or more partners but someone can do it alone. And to be honest I have a lot of masturbation lately. The reason is I do not have a job and rarely ever I am gievn enough money to visit the studio for an intercourse. What makes me worry about this is that orgasming has started to be harder and non pleasurous but painful and tiring. I sometimes spend minutes in front of my pc trying to ejaculate and I just stop. My wrists hurt, I feel numb and tired. My heart rate is also high. Scary...

Also I can't seem to ejaculate during sex with a woman without rubbing my penis on their soles. That makes even more worries. What if I am never able to ejaculate in a female vagina? Won't I ever have kids? Then the drama begins ladies and gentlemen. I rarely ever think of all that,but when I do it is a lot of pain. Some say I should quit masturbating,others say I just need to find a partner with a tight vagina.